i was talking with mike n donny the other day and they made me see that i need to do waht ever it takes to stay in the state i'm in. they said that if i slip backwards their gonna miss me! the only thing i'm really having trouble with from my past is the smokeing and sometimes the guys but i think that if i find a boyfriend that might change cuz i wouldnt cheat on someone right now i'm moving from boy to boy becuase its how i work...... well i just thought to let you all know about this no longer slipping thats a good thing so brittany matt n stephanie dont worry i'm not slipping i just had a little moment of backtracking nothing to worry about but yea really think that if i find a boyfriend things would be differnt possably better. i was thinking of getting back with mike i mean everyone deserves a second chance and i see it this way i was sooo happy with mike he made me smile he made everyday worth it iunno what i'll do when i know more i will post it!