i think i need a second opinion on things with matt, i mean maybe i'm over analyzing it or maybe i just need someone else to tell me what they think. as most of you know i like matt brisbois alot and well lets just say that things were good we were flirting like crazy and makeing plans and now all of a sudden things have changed i mean he led me to think i had a chance now hes going around talking about other chicks hes gonna hook up with and all these chicks numbers he got. and i mean is it me or does that not seem like nothing at all if gonna happen. its just one second he totally sees like me wants me they next its like he could careless. i swear i dont understand men they confuse me soooo much. well waht do you guys think? am i reading to much into this or is he just leading me on cause he finds it amuseing cause hes an asswhole!! altho he makes a good looking asswhole...for those of who knew about christmas doesnt look like thats happening doesnt seem like he wants me there at all! oh well...i get hurt by him again nothing new same old story, things are never gonna change i'm always gonna be single and alone and unhappy, its really nothing new. i'm never gonna get him no matter how much i try no matter how much i like him its not gonna be! cause i'm not good enough for him..... -kristina