well my weekedn has been pretty good and pretty bad all at the same time. friday - i went shopping with heather and chatted with nikki...nothing really eventful went home n went to his house chilled. saturday - i woke up went n did some shopping and then that night i had a family dinner at paradise resturant and then went back to my uncles and had drinks n sat around the fire. at about 10 i went to is place and agan and we went in the jacuzzi and we had a great time and i know nothing is gonna come of it becuase he doesnt wanna ruin our friendship. so all hopes with him have been blow to bits! sunday - woke up came home showered got ready went to birds hill with laura and heahter, brent n danny came for a big some guys laura knows from egypt came and we chilled with them for a bit saw a few hotties, saw a dan porier look-a-like just younger n shorter. then we went home n i showered n got ready to go cruising, it was a good night we met up with lots of lauras friends, the guys never called. when we were at mc dicks i saaw wayne who i havent seen since the memorial and we chatted a bit then we had to go drop laura off at earls cuz she was meetng up omar and going back to his place and we did so and on the way there we saw jordan..i dont know his last name and we chatted and heather had said hes really hot n she liked him and so we were all outside flirtting and shit and i dont know i think shes mad at me because i was really flirtting with him ALOT and i feel bad and asked her if it she was mad n she said no but it seems like she is and i hate that she seems so mad and i would hate to see a guy come between our friendship because i thought it was more then that i mean yea i was hitting on him n talkng with him found out he knew my brother n had a few classes with him and then i asked him for his number so i could call him n shit and whatever like i like him, it was kinda nice to be with a guy who i can be my self around n not have to hide the shit with my brother and hes not really part of that circle and thats the big thing i mean its gonna be hard for me to find a guy who doesnt know who my brother is im gonna have to live with that fact and i like jordan because hes ok with everything n hes not weirded out by it and i can talk about it and he doesnt get all weird.... its a nice change i gues is what im sayin here. another event of sunday night called ians cell he was at claires with tim.....theirnot breaking up, he promised me he would end it this weekend and now look whats happened shes claiming shes pregnant so she can keep and hes stupid enough to believe that bulshit! like what the fuck. im just still mad about him lieing to me because i hate being lied to. shits messed up n i hate it! i just things would go back to somewhat normal...... -kristina