When I first saw you, you were wearing a black metallica shirt, You were sitting with your friend in the basement You played your guitar and all I thought was… ‘Show off…. he just wants to get in some girls pants’ After that I would see around but still…you were just some guy Then one day you bumped into me in the halls You were nice about it and said sorry From that day on I knew you were gonna be someone I wouldn’t be able to get outta my mind Then at the beginning of this year I found out you were friends with him The ass whole, I thought ‘I’ll never have a chance’ But we started to talk And you flirted with me You actually made me think that you liked me How could I be so stupid as to think you would like me? I knew after that it was hopeless I gave up moved on But then it was docudrama time and I almost had my way She was gonna cast me as your girlfriend I thought ‘How could this not go right?’ Then she recast me as the bitchy teacher I couldn’t believe her Then I really knew it was over and I would never have my chance again So I told everyone I was totally over you and I just wanted to be friends And… I guess you could say that we are friends But you know that day I told everyone I was over you I lied… in fact I don’t think I can ever get over you You’ve had more of an affect one me then he did He made me feel like shit Your better then he’ll ever be ~~~~~~~~ they say that when you love a person that love can never fade, or die. they say that you keep loving a person but what if thats not true. what if they hurt you so badly that you cant help but not love them anymore. they also say that when your 14 your too young to know what love is, well thats not true, love knows no age, love only knows love. i guess they arent right about everything. ~~~~~~~~ because of you i now believe in lust not love, and i believe in sex not romance. aint what you did to me great? ~~~~~~~~ your my everything. to me you mean the sun the moon the stars to me your perfect don't change i want you how you are not how they want you to be i want you now not later not tomorrow not in a few hours i want you now how you are just you not who they want you to be who they want he isnt who i want ~~~~~~~~ a thousand words left unsaid, a hundred tears cried for nothing, ten minutes is all i ask, 1 thing that i want....you ~~~~~~~~ to be mean, you would have had to talk to me ~~~~~~~~ When i'm with him i think of you when i'm with you i think of him when i'm with everyone else.... i think of him i guess what i'm trying to say is.... i think of him and i want him more then i want you ~~~~~~~~ As the months go by you notice me less and less I've become just another girl you know I dont mean anything to you And thats what I hate I don't wanna be just another girl I wanna be the girl who steals your heart The girl you find 10 years after graduation The girl you let get away The girl you win back I wanna be that girl I wanna be the girl you fall in love with But thats not happening And this is all just one big dream with in a dream ~~~~~~~~ I try to deny but its pointless, then again its also pointless for me to like him....I'm never gonna have a chance so why is it that I wont give up on him? ~*~(IF SOMEONE READS THIS PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS LITTLE THINGER)~*~ ~~~~~~~~ -kristina the transparent idiot