I was just thinking about everything that happened on friday night at the show. Chris was supposed to come but he never did. I'm starting to wonder if it was because he knew I was gonna be there and he didn't wanna see me. Like really, could he be being that immature that he wouldn't show up to the show? He was supposed to drive stuff back to L&M for andy and he never showed and the guys were screwed. (Jimmy Eat World-Get It Faster) I know I said I wished he wouldn't show, but I kinda wanted him to be there, I wanted to see him again, just see what it would be like, and possably talk with him. I hate that were not talking and I wish we could at least be friends, I mean I just hate ending things so messy like this, it makes things weird the next time you see the person. I don't want things to be weird between me and chris cause ya hide it might, but i still kinda like him. But on a posative note, I met Mike. Hes cute, seems to be my type, who knows it could work. He was hitting on Pam tho, but once he found out that Pam and Andy were dating he backed off. We kept eyeing eachother up the whole night, I would look back at him, check him out, smile, and he would look at me back, smile, I would look away, then we would make eye contact for a few seconds and I would turn back to chelsey. Its weird we did that all night, and the most we said to each other was that he thought most of what I said to chris was harsh and I said that if he knew waht chris did to me he wouldnt think its so harsh and I explained that I did appolagize to him.