repetition, repetition, repetition

Listening to: the tv
Feeling: inpain
lately things have been well different to say the least. my family is going through alot right now with the article in the free press and my dad looseing his job, things are hard on us to say the least. and it doesnt help that the people whom i consider some of my good friends half the time act like i'm not even there, slowly over the past month it seems i've faded away, they dont seems to aknowledge that i'm there. they get annoyed when i talk about people they dont know, and yet they themselves have been doing it. i've already talked to one of them about it, she understands and she realized what shes doing isnt fair to me, the other well.....its a bit different with her, i'm afraid that shes going to think that this is some attack on her and all that, its hard to talk to her sometimes becuase she takes it all so personally and gets really offended, i mean i love her to bits shes the greatest friend i could ask for but shes hard to talk to sometimes because of the way she gets so defensive. i just dont know what to do -kristina
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its ok to call me a bitch muffin, lol.
u know i cant help talking about andy, (and yes i know that thats what this is all about)...he just makes me happy :) and after 8 years, u know that im the type of person who says anything and everything shes talking about. think of some of them crazy things ive said! lol...but yea, im sorrie to make u feel bad, u mean a lot to me muffin! 8 freaken years! come now. grad will be fun, lilac as well. I LOVE U!
yea, thought id add some more. I shall try to shut up more about andy...its just bad this week cuz of his birthday and all, and then next with grad. if it makes u smile any, i gave schilling the cold shoulder last saturady! he tried to get me to say hi and im like "after what u did to my muffin...NO WAY!" Again, i dont want u to be sad. 8 YEARS! we have ONE HOUR of high school left! YAY! lets party.
again... I LOVE YOU!
p.s-love the hair babes!
yeah im sorry, its tough sometimes... and you know i hardly say stuff about brandyn, i try not to cus it bugs you. and i love your hair too!
thats crazy cause I understand right where your coming from my "friends" don't seem to think I am alive either...
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