well my week has been a tat more eventfull then normal! dont know if thats good or bad tuesday i went and got my hair dyed, looks awesome and i love it and other then that didnt do much, except for school wednesday i went to school then home then that night we did the grad prank now there was some great fun!!! it was all harmless fun, and im not in ne trouble. thursday i went to school and saw everyone react to our prank and carter asked me and pam if we knew who did it, it know but im not ratting people out because only a rat would do that and i'm not a rat. and then after school i went to work and trevor came by work and acted like a total dick and ignored me! friday was skip day but a few of us went to english to get our exam review them off to BHP so fun got some good tanage in swam a bit took pics it was a great day then left at like 2:30 way too early and then i went to work at 5 oh how fun i was alone for 3 hours again.....fuck i hate my job! then taht night after work my paretns went out to brezinskis for drink and a fire so i was home alone and trevor just showed up at my house cuz hes like that and so we watched movies and cuddled all night and my mom said it was fine if he spent the night she didnt really care so he slept over and left on saturday saturday trev left early for work and i slept cuz i was tired! then me and my mom went shopping for like 4 hours to try and find her a dress to wear to my grad she found one but shes not sure (that woman is tooooo damn pickey!!) then nikki called me and told me she couldnt get a hold of trev and scotty cuz we were gonna do stuff with them so i called trev's cell and hes like yea about tonight the whole dinner at my dads then you spending the night at my place yea it cant happen something came up. so needless to say i was pissed off mega time at trev cuz he totaly flaked on me! and i had been looking forward to this for a while. so me and nikki spent the majority of the night on the phone with eachother and then at like 1:30 nikki three wayed and called the boys appt and some chick answered the phone and you know how i am i worry so i started to flip out and get all stressed and finally after like 2 hours of nikki telling me its nothing n its just probly one of scottys relatives i went to bed. sunday was a boring day woke up went out to starbucks with mike had a BIG HUGE INDEPTH talk about "us" and what not, i dont think hes too happy right now with me. and then i went home n got dressed to go to my grammas for fathers day dinner, where i discovered i hate my mother, she said i'm fat and overweight and i need to lose weight. its like i'm never good enough for her, fuck i hate her sometimes! so after our little screamfest i went to my grams that was great fun, i love my family their soo funny!! then i got home chatted on msn and what not nikki called so i talked with her, then trev called me and we talked and the girl was scottys cuzin angela big whore who hates me and thinks trev can do better then a "17 year old transcona whore" i hate her! and so that bring me to MONDAY (today) woke up ate breakfast helped my dad with some computer stuff and in the garage. walked the dog now i'm on here writeing this, at 2:00 we have to go pick up my mom from work and then its off to see Neil Anderson...a fucking shrink. yea thats right folks kristina piana is seeing a shrink again. my mom seems to think that i need the help of a shrink because of this whole driving thing and my mom seems to think Neil is better then the other like 4 shrinks i've seen because he knows scott cuz he dealt with him when he was going through that really bad time. i hate the idea of going to another shrink becuase anything he tells me i could have told my self and it wouldnt cost hundreds of dollars! i know im nervou driving becuase of scotts accident, and i know i cant commit because of cory and robbie, i know i have a tendancy to date guys like my brother becuase i need a connection to him. i know all these things i dont need pay several hundred dollars to have some shrink tell me this! -kristina