in the past hr i've realized alot of things i dont need to go looking for guys. and i lost my best friend. I never really realized it till now but me and nikki have grown appart ad its all because of changed and yes i know change very well its something that is bound to happen. i just never thought it would happen to me and nikki, but i see it this way in the course of loseing nikki gained 3 other friends who have made a difference in my life chelsey - shes made me see that guys arent what i need, friends are. candise - shes helped me find my voice and be able to stand up for myself randi - she always adds that touch of relaity when people start to think crazy i'm glad i have then all as friends they mean something to me and they ahve each impacted my life in some way shape or form. kristina