Had plans for tonight kinda changed he cant come cuz he has to work i think we should visit him...god i'm pathetic its funny all my friends warned me about him and told me that hes not the best boyfriend and yet i insist on making him mine its sad really it is. i guess i might actually really like this one who knows, oh well i keep getting this feeling its never gonna happen with him prolly cuz it never is, he wont go for me i know it they never do..... i sound so pathetic its not even funny any more wow i need a life..... -kristina