im not really chaotic but i was just watching brittney and kevin chaotic! oo yea! well lets see to update whence i left off....i dropeed everything against riley becuase i found out some stuff about him that sorta changes thing between me and him. were sorta related! his mom and my uncle are brother and sister! aint that just grand....not really. so yea we had a HUGE talk to other night and decided to try being friends....little did i know friends consists of me giving him adivce about this girl he likes..and man does that boy ever need advice on girls...hes not good at relationships i should know! lol i talked to this tom guy i met on hot or not last night for like 3 hrs it was nice hes a nice guy a little odd...i think he only likes me becuase he knows that when im 18 i get a whole dank load of cash! so hes kinda iffy right now i dont want a guy to like me just cuz i have money. so yea i found out that matts in the bahamas on the run from some guys who wanna kill him. yea and ooo heres the really funny part kayla thinks im pregnant with matts kidd and shes like thats why you need to talk to him so bad...and i was like uhh no i just need to tell him something, and shes like yea sure! so yea thats a funny little diddy aint it! my love life is still non exsistant...me and alex are back to being just friends:( but its for the best and heather knows why!! i told him about it hunn and we had a big convo i gotta tell ya bout it. next sunday im going to an under 18 social with heather at the OC should be interesting since i got a family dinner that night 1 year since at my uncles house just like last year im kinda not with it and i really hope i dont have to say grace becuase we can all imagine whats gonna happen there cant we? lol so yea thats the just of my life i start school tomorrow im REALLY NERVOUS i dont know even know where my orientation is! :P well im gonna go eat -kristina