well surprise surprise my i thought he was perfect is a dink face. im supposed to stop calling him, i called u once, n u werent home. dont make it sound like im always calling, i have more important things to do! i thouht i would be upset by his not wanting to talk to me but honestly i dont give a rats ass anymore. i dont know maybe its becuase i know theres other people in my life that are more important, that and i dont think i really liked him, i think i liked the idea of a guy like him. to be honest i still like alex alot, i care about him and i want to be with him, n i just have to wait for him to come around and admit that he wants to be with me! gah!! in other news i have to bring my car into colormelt to get it fixed....yea lets not talk bout what happened! went to ians last night and brittany showed up and started to bitch at me and i was like fuck brit get lost and she just sorta flipped on me and i got really mad and instead of punching her i punched ians wall and hurt my thumb and my wrist...yea im a smart one. so im in some pain but i can deal. or so im thinkin so yea other then that not much has happened latelyi need to talk to alex but he hasnt been online....i miss him! -kristina