I really dont wanna say this but i think i might be falling in love again and its bad cuz i dont believe in love because i once believed in him and i dont know what i'm gonna do.... maybe i'm just imagineing it all and i'm not falling in love yea thats it not falling love just a bad case of lust i dont love i cant love him...... there are somethings in life that are just ment to be, me and him we arent one of those things. alright now that i got that off my chest i'm in a really good mood its an odd reason my scare that i got 3 weeks ago is gone i got it (i sound crazy if u want the full story ask me) but yea mike was about as relieved as i was he was scared when i told him and hell we were bother scared we aint ready for that sort of thing. -kristina