i'm giving up...and not in a bad way I think this is going to be good for me cleansing even if not awesome I've given up on casual sex no more sleeping with boys who dont care no more 2 am booty calls... i will not let my life go down the road again I'm also not dating anymore. i've been doing it...casually with different boys and i dont want to do it anymore. they all turned out to be rotten fruit see its a posative kind of giving up... i think im just gonna enjoy being single having fun doing stupid shit and living my life... im getting a tattoo i've decided to commemorate this its a new page in life a new chapter and thus it deserves new body art. so whos gonna lend me the money?? havent decided what im getting but the ideas are there. by the time i have the money it'll be all good.