well i had a bit of a chat with EDS the other night. about my last entry. she seemed really shocked about what i said, about how i felt. it was nice to vent some things. i love you for it babe! was reading a topic on the forum "a perfect setting" made me think really what is my perfect setting. well i can tell you this much my brother is alive and were together. probly driving down an endless stretch of highway listening to music. kinda like pams post except its just me and brother like it used to be. i kinda wish my perfect setting could come true, but yea tahts not gonna happen. went shopping tonight for cinderella stuff, I wasnt really in the mood. realized im a big flirt since i spent all night flirting with mark! yea i know, kill me now! hes weird oh well i flirt with everyone. well i'm off to listen to music and such -kristina