jelousy

Listening to: hello - evanescence
Feeling: jiggy
i dont get shes like one of my best friends and yet i'm jelous of her cuz what he did!! i know i shouldn't be jelous i want her to be happy and think they can be happy together but i just cant bring myself to it i mean when she told me what he did i felt such a pang jelousy and hatered towards her because he did it to her n not me i mean fuck it just doenst make sence. i shouldnt be jelous cuz if i'm jelous that means i still have feelings for him and thats not a good thing!! i'm supposed to be over him and not like him but yet i still do like k we i wanna fuck him for fuck sakes is that normal to love a guy have him break your heart u hate him and then all of a sudden you wanna fuck him even after what happened. like k the guy broke my heart and i still wanna fuck i really do need help bbig time help.
Read 1 comments
i know who the guy is....but whos the girl......?
[Anonymous]