dont laugh at the song it my lyrical song for dance (i didnt pick it) alright well alst night big fight with mike and its official nothing is ever gonna happen with us i dont even know why i try with guys. i mean i never have luck. cory- thats was hell for me 4 years of hell evan- nothing happened cept i found out he hates me seb- well i didnt even bother with that one mike- that went down hill when i said relationship joey- lets not go there they always fail i'm hopeless i give up i'm stopping trying i'm gonna be the old crazy lady with the cats but i wont have cats i'll have dogs but still my destiny is to be the crazy old lady that every one makes fun of. all i want is to have that someone i like like me back is that to much to ask for? i mean everyone else i know has someone and i want someone i'm sick of being alone. i'm loney and i dont wanna be stuck like this for the rest of my life. i mean with my luck i'm gonna be stuck going to grad stag cuz i wont have anyone to go with. i'm hopeless. 'X'