i just got the worst news a girl could get from the boy she loves. mikes going to banff for the summer and he leave on june 26 our 3 months and he might not come home he might be staying if he gets accepted to the Univercity of Banff. i dont know what i'm gonna do without him in my life i love him and i dont wanna see him leave.this is really hard for me i mean i dont wanna stand in his way cuz this could be the best thing for him but i also dont wanna be alone, i mean things were starting to go great but of course when good thigns happen to me they get taken away, its like i'm not alowed to be happy and i hate that this is happening and i dont wanna lose him cuz i love him and i cant get my heart broken again. a girls heart can only be broken so many times. i seem to lose everyone i love so i'm just gonnna stop loving people that way i dont lose them -kristina