heres some new stuff and some old stuff...just some favorites.... Gone - Jan 22/07 Thoughts of yesterday creep upon my shallow heat Why did you leave me? Where did you go? Was it something I did or something I said or was it more simple an accident your time to go 20 years young, and gone tragedy too you from me nothing will bring you back 2 year pass and still... IT FUCKING HURTS not as much as it did then...but still The Days - Jan 26/07 today was a day not like yesterday or any other it was like the days 2 years ago the where i refused to move refused to speak the days where i felt that a smile would kill me when i wouldn't sleep cause you haunted my dreams when all i did was lay in bed and cry the days were i would pray this was all a dream i don't know why i still have those day why i lay awake at night crying wishing you would come back the days where i give it all up just see you again.. TODAY - July 13/08 Today...today was a bad day Worse then all my other bad days I awoke with that feeling The old one...where I don't remember I don't remember the night before I don't remember his name How did i get here? What happened? All the same questions race through my mind I'd blame it on the vodka But lets not kid our self's 1, 2, 3....10 shots its my choice I never thought this would happen again I've prided the years on being better then this its irresistable the lure of just forgetting everything Forgetting Him Forgetting all of them Forgetting your gone and now here I sit Remembering all of it... you being gone hits me the hardest just like every other time and then the vicious circle starts again... Remember....Drink to Forget....Remember again me like you like????? -LO