everyone keeps saying things will get better but they wont the feeling of loss will slowly fade but it will always be there i'm always gonna have to learn how to deal with things with out him. its never gonna go away its not gonna get better. "Grief never ends, but it changes It is a passage not a place to say The sence of loss must give way If we are to value the life that was lived" its soo tru i mean i cant stay here forever but the sence of loss is always going to be there its never gonna go away!! kristina