i just read over all the comments that people have left me in the last 4 and some odd years. Wow. For some reason I never thought people read and understood, but you did. You all understand... I wish we could all get together in a coffee house or all-night truck stop and talk about life. maybe some of us would finally get it. oh and matt - you got me through some hard times. always remember that and don't change anything, ANYTHING about yourself. you're perfect just the way you are. i love you. love, your querida, chiquita, baby