"Baby, is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel... the beating of your heart, baby. The beating of your heart, baby." Head Automatica. That is stuck in my head and it won't go away. Today is Nederland Nerd Day and everyone is dressed freakin' retarded. So I decided to go for the more... sleep-like approach and wear a Disturbed tee and pj pants. My mom loved it. I'm in a play on Halloween for an f-ing church. It's really cool though and it's me and Garrett so it's not like I'm not having fun or anything. I would have like more warning though and more prep time. I'm having the greatest Halloween party in the world on Sunday. An All-Day Fiesta and most everyone is invited. Carving pumpkins, eating candy, watching horror movie, the works. But I'm pissed that Matt thinks he can invite whoever the fuck he wants to MY house. Julie <3 Matt but seriously he's such a bitch sometimes. Me and Cato haven't talked since last Thursday. This is quite the norm and I'm not freaking out about it. Julie knows that in a few months, he'll call me and wanna fuck like crazy again and I'll probably be like "okay, whatever" Does that make her uber-ho? And/Or is shejust an affection-starved whore just like the rest of the world? "Baby, is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel... the beating of your heart, baby. The beating of your heart, baby."