This week has been oddly uneventful. I don't have anything to do in my classes. I skipped first and second period yesterday cuz I was uber sick and sleepy and today I just have NOTHING to do. And it's pointless for me to leave becuz I don't have gas and I don't feel like driving around aimlessly like I did last period. Well last night I informed Shawn that I had a "boyfriend". Which I don't... but I just can't... I don't know... keep leading him on? Cuz I really think that he thought that we were dating. I told him not to fall in love with me for all of the obvious reasons... I'm 17, in high school, moving away in like 4 months, and turn into an emotional wreck at the drop of a hat. And what does he do? He fucking falls in love with me. I feel bad for lying but what else am I supposed to do? I can't just be like "hey shawn, you're 28 and you freak me out cuz you're obsessed with me... sorry?" Gaw, I'm going to hell. For lots of reasons that I don't feel like expressing at this dire moment. Have a great day people... kiss the ones you love... and make sure and let them know that you love them or that you don't.