Tyler is f-ing gay. But I love him. We're at Melissa's house and we're trying to help her with math but I'm dumb. Melissa's gonna get worms in her stomach!!! Tyler's way smarter than me. Today is a good day becuz in like an hour and a half, we're going to the show at Debbie's to watch the wonderful Bennington and the gay Silent October. Hmmm... more and more steadily, my relationship with Shawn is becoming serious. Like last night he didn't want me going to Matt's casa cuz he thought Matt would try to get with me and it's not like that. Matt's my ex and insane-a-bi. Shawn says everytime he talks to me, he gets a boner. I swear, he's only 17. He says I have a stripper voice and that he loves that. It's nice to get compliments but that's not enough for a relationship to go on. I don't know if I would actually date him. Besides him being 28, he doesn't have a car and he lives like 15 minutes away. When I get my license, my ass is not wasting gas to go see him. I'm so mean. He's sweet though. Refreshing,even. Whenever I have another call, he does the Jeopardy music until I come back. It's so cute. He's cute... and old... and has a cat named SharkBait. It's PIMP. I don't know what I'm doing or talking about... he makes me feel good inside but I don't think he would ever actually ask me out and be like "hey julie, be my g/f"... Shawn's not like that. Tyler's talking... and it's gay. He's so gay. Grr..... His storiees last forever. He broke his ring.... he's so dumb. Whatever. And he's gay Fuck Chase Tolbert and his fucking SAX PARTAY.