I have emo stuck in my head....the last song on my cd of Dashboard. "I think I miss you most on Wednesdays and Saturdays..." and that's it. Today's a very glittery/emo/hungry day. I love days like this. Dude, Matt actually called me yesterday and we talked for...a long time. He's funny, he makes me laugh. He says the sweetest things too sometimes. This is why I didn't wanna break up with him becuz I knew that our happy times together make up for our bad times. He really has no idea how messed up I get when I'm depressed. Everyone can see them. The cuts. I'm retarded and put them on a very obvious place but I was smart enough to make them look like claw marks. No one believes me except for Matt. Matt knows I used to be very self destructive. Maybe he doesn't wanna believe that I'm doing it again. It's not going to become a regular thing again...it was just a minor lapse into an old habit. T.W. slapped me yesterday becuz of it...hard too. Like that was really gonna help me but I know he cares. I'm tired of this class. I like that we can get online and everything and the guys in the class are very very very hott but I want a class with Matt. I'm going to see him next period! Yay! I'm such a fucking dork. Marco's mean though. Anyways, I'm gonna go. I'm gonna see Timeline tonite...I'll post if it sucks or not. Later kiddies. Have a great glittery day!