Dude, don't you hate those days whenever something totally funks and you're wondering whether or not, it's you totally funking? I think I funk. I smell like dog piss.... damn my stupid dog!! Today is probably not going to be a good day. I mean, I already funk. Yesterday Garrett got a new girlfriend after he already told everyone that he liked me and wanted to be with me and I got excited and giddy and shit. Just becuz I'm 17 and a senior and he's 15 and a freshman... he's not allowed to be with me. My life fucking sucks. Let's see, what else is going on in my life? Hmmmm... I'm grounded becuz I lost my class ring and becuz my mom found condoms in my purse. They weren't even going to be used anytime soon! Just for emergencies! God, people, really. If I was having sex right now I'd be a hell of a lot happier... and I told my mom that too. She freaked which is pretty much reasonable considering she's a mother. But hey! She's had sex before! She knows what it's like! So I'm grounded until I find my class ring and I can't fucking find it ANYWHERE!!!! It's completely lost. But yea. There's this song by Bright Eyes that I heard last weekend. OMG, this song was soooo awesome and it just captured all my feelings and helped me understand them. It was like I talked to a psychologist. It's called "Lover I Don't Have To Love". It's the greatest. "I want a lover, I don't have to love... I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck... hey where's the kid with the chemicals... (something I forgot) I've got the money if you've got the time... You says it feels so I'll give it a try...." That's like the first chorus... it's so great. Well, I'm tired of typing so I'll see you kiddies later.