Man, today is a great day. Sitting in journalism with nothing to do after sitting for an hour in government with nothing to do having to pee sooooooooooooo baddd!! But it's okay. One more day. Only one final. Maybe two. Algebra II and possibly English. Grrrness. There was a certain occurrence yesterday with someone. But I can't really say it now cuz Kari is watching me and I don't want her to know this certain something about me and yeah. Sorry to get your hopes up. Well C. and Shish-ka-bob are supposedly "drifting apart". It makes me upset! They are kinda perfect for each other and it's only cuz C. is grounded. He's dumb and failed 6 of his classes! Why do I care about this so much?! I'm gay. I'm going to try to end things with Shawn. It's not a healthy thing. Becuz yesterday I said something like "Would if I wanted to be your g/f?" and he's like uhhhhhhhhhhhh.... NO! It really did make me upset. I shouldn't care this much but I do and that's bad. He's 28, insanely dirty, and bad for my mental health. He makes me want to cut. So no mas Shawn.... maybe. If he stops calling. *You'll never find it... If you're looking for it..."-The Used. Well I'm tired so I'll say Lata.