In need of another free writing exercise to get my ass in gear. I have one 10 inch story about EJ due like now. And another one about female bodybuilding due before I leave today... which will probably be around 7.

Tomorrow is Boots on the Ground Tuesday. I'm annoyed by this now. I was excited and now I'm just annoyed.

I never realized how much Monique reminds me of Maria. I cannot handle her being disappointed in me. It makes me want to cut.

I wish I hadn't told Thomas I would stop cutting for him. Because I want to slice and dice tonight then take a shower, put some neosporin on and watch Roswell.

Please God just let me write these two stories, do well tomorrow and get back on track. Please, please, please.

Austin and Chris are Sara's boys now.

Thomas, Matt and Ryan are my boys.

Good news: Thomas and Matt stopped by Jessica's last night for Sunday. And it wasn't awkward. We might be able to be friends. And Marcus came to my party on Friday night.

The party where I made out with every girl. It's kind of fucking ridiculous.

Details tomorrow.