well i'm back from SC. It was a fun trip... my brother's a lot like me. A normal person would get annoyed with me after about 48 straight hours together. He lasted an entire 7 days. Congrats to him. I love him kids and his wife. They're all soooooo domestic? No. Free-loving? No. Normal? Nope. I just can't put my finger on it. I met Shaun's mom and grandma too and it was slightly awkward. They gave me presents and talked about my dad when he was younger and shitt. Showed me pictures... my dad looked exactly like me when he was younger... hair in his face and all. It was an interesting experience. Glad I had it. Glad they didn't try to stone me or whatever. Nice people. Today was the first day for me to see Austin in like fucking 9 days. It was like heaven. Just seeing him walk up and give me the greatest hug I've ever gotten and everything was just surreal. I kept thinking, "it's really him... he's really here". We were only away from each other for a little more than a week and this is how I get. GaW. I got a tad upset when he had to leave for band though... more than I should have. I made him feel guilty for leaving me and I know that. I just get whiny and cry-like sometimes. Especially now that my parents fucking gave away my dog without telling me or mentioning it while I was in SC. WTFlyingFuck? They could have had the consideration to ask me or talk to me about it... or fucking something... but noooooooooooo... it's my mom she's a fucking bitch and she's been wanting to give Sparky away for like a year now. He's my dog and I'm going to get him back if I have to go to the scary lady's house and get him. BITCHES. Well I'm still teary and pissed off so I'm gonna go help Tyler get a gerbil. But gas prices are like $2.38....!!!!!!! I don't have a job! I don't need to be driving... yet I am. For some stupid fucking gerbil named Jefferson Hippopatamus Anna David or something like that. It's about to rain. I need a nap.