dislikes: -ringing in my ears. -not being able to sleep even though i'm exhausted. -when my ankle starts hurting while working out. -watching the news or dr. phil. -being a worry wart over nothing at all. -making shit up in my head. -being on my period and still being scared that i can get pregnant. -when i want to fuck like crazy, i can't for whatever reason. -when i can actually fuck, something always goes wrong. -people misunderstanding my moods. -being fake with people who should know the real me. -not being confident in my writing. -the dust on my floor and my inability to care enough to clean it. -the fat on my inner thighs. -going to harrigan's class. -never knowing the right thing to say in the UP. -trying to be myself but just ending up sounding corny as fuck to everyone around me. -tyler 57% of the tim. -not being able to see austin everyday for at least 5 hours. -the ability to become pregnant at any point in time. -being uninspired. -never being okay with my body even though i know i look great. -losing my shakira cd. -having to shave more often. -being looked at. -working with matt. sometimes. -my lack of a life. likes/loves: -austin wayne prince. -sara -knowing he's saying the truth when all of those sweet words come out of his mouth. -getting paid. -losing weight. -being able to run for 20 minutes straight. -being able to start my car all day and not have any complications. -napping with him. -watching him watch me sleep. -hearing him whisper sweet everythings in my ear when he thinks i'm sleeping. -being in his arms. -eating. -tanning. -listening to the music of my choice... chosen on current weather/mood/time of the day. -taking thousands of pics a day with sarabear. -hanging out with tyler at the park just talking about stuff. -buying an outfit at express for $30 and it fit me in all the right places. -nice cruising weather. -pleasure island... i want to go tomorrow night!!! -being together for an entire year! -staying with my sister and her family. they make me feel okay for being myself. -doing yardwork. -doing gruntwork at my job except for candy and games. -going thru the category movies and seeing ones that look interesting. -B horror movies. -reading movie reviews and throughly disagreeing. -buying panties. -going to walmart by myself. -going to work out by myself. -watching movies. -wearing funky earrings and pulling them off. -watching people around me. -writing. -texting. -concerts. -warped tour. -green day. -panic! @ the disco -never growing up. therefore never growing old. -talking to sara becuz she always knows what i'm thinking. -giving sara advice becuz i've been down similar roads as she. -being able to look back on my life and not regret the fuckups but welcome the experience. -wearing hoodies. -my big, white-rimmed sunglasses. -hearing him say "you sleep so beautifully." and "i'm going to marry you." while i sleep and knowing that he's telling me the truth. word.