I'm in love with someone else.

I didn't think it would happen this fast, but it fucking did.

And I don't know what to do with myself. I'm spending my day at work checking his Facebook just to look at pictures of him.

I have someone at work who likes me. A lot.

Oh yeah, not to fucking mention, my BOYFRIEND OF 5 FUCKING YEARS is still definitely in the picture.

All I can think about is him. I don't even know why. He dropped out of high school and got his GED. He's a rough neck. He's a jock. He's fucked 12 girls in two years.

I guess the nice guys really are right. Girls only go for the dicks.

It's because they make us cum. Let's be totally honest here, girls. It's because they know how to put it down.

FUCK MY LIFE. I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK I'M GOING TO DO. I'M COUNTING THE SECONDS UNTIL I CAN KISS HIM AGAIN.

CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT CUT.

It doesn't help. Typing it over and over again isn't going to help the feeling go away. Nope, not at all.

TM TM TM TM TM TM TM TM TM TM TM. It's written on my wrist. What does that mean?