Dude, last night the funniest thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life. My mom... asked me if I was gay. It was a total Dawson's Creek kinda moment. It was all becuz of this note that I wrote Melissa that was especially ornate and I hadn't talked to her in like a day so I put I Love You all over it and shit like that. My mom reads it and is like... "Julie... are you gay?" It was SO FUCKING FUNNY. I guess this means my mom would have a problem with me being bi but hey I really don't care cuz it's my fucking life. And I'm not gay! I just like kissing chicks when I'm drunk. LoL. I used to hate this class becuz it's all Indianettes and cheerleaders but they are really funny sometimes. And I think they kinda... idk... like me in a freaky "Oooo she's a band kid" kinda way. I'm such a freak. OMG. I'm not really talking to Shawn anymore. I guess he just stopped talking. It really was a bad idea anyway cuz he's 28 and all. But... I really was looking forward to oral sex capabilities. Mmmmm... maybe one day. Melissa's grounded and that sucks becuz I got used to going to her house like every day after school and chilling out with her and her buddies. Like... Kurt, Trevor, Travis, Caleb, f-ing everybody. Me and Ashley G. have gotten closer cuz I'm writing the love story of her and Garrett. It's so cute... it'll totally be one of the best things I've ever written. Ashley and Garrett= SMELLMATES. Hmmm... thinking of things to write.... Oh yeah the PN-G Indian Band is participating in its first ever.... SCATTER DRILL!!!! This is the coolest and best thing ever to happen to us. And I'm so happy it's for my last football game as a senior. I'm getting so old. Grrrr... Oh I can't wait until Finding Neverland comes out. I love Johnny Depp and Kate Winslet. And of course the story of Peter Pan. *Just Believe*