I talked to Chad on the phone earlier for a story. It was really odd. I don't think I've heard his voice in years. He sounds really young still. I guess I went from guy with a deep voice to another boyfriend with a deep twanged voice.

Goddamn, I want to get fucked. And the fact that Thomas withheld his very noticeable erection from me yesterday bothers me. I wanted him last night and I never get it when I want it. I'm being such a child right now.