Updates: Last Monday I got in a car accident on my way to eat sushi with la kelsie. it was hella traffic and the guy behind me didn't notice that everyone was stopped. so he rammed into me and i rammed into the massive truck in front of me. like a julie sandwich. anyhoo, i'm driving a poon nissan rental for the time being and we're trying to file on the other guy's insurance but the insurance company he put on the report has never heard of then, so i smell fraud. i just want my fucking car back. i also need a month's worth of physical therapy for my neck becuz the impact shifted some work i had done a year ago. so there's that. School starts in 20 days. What the fuck happened to summer? Oh yeah, I spent the whole time working. I haven't even gone to the beach or anything. I did go to Austin with my fam and to Medina with Sarah and Kels but that's it. I've been spending most of my time with the bf and reading the Twilight saga. Yes I know it's for teenagers, but I'm hopelessly fucking addicted. It's sad, yet true. Oh btw, we're experiencing Tropical Storm Edoard right now. Booooooo. Other than that, I haven't had the displeasure of hanging out with Sara this summer except for like 3 times. It's been good for me... I realized in the spring how much stress she inflicts on me and I don't need that. She and Lindsay moved in to the Village together and Lindsay's already massively regretting that decision. That's why I decided against moving in with them. I knew Sara wasn't going to change overnight. There's no way you can spend your entire life being a bitch and then just not. I feel sorry for Lin, but she's a big girl. Just one year and she's outta here. Making the big dollars and hopefully finding the one of her dreams. With fall comes my long awaited Editorship. I'm super excited. This means that everything I've been working toward, everything I've been hoping/dreaming/salivating about is almost here. The light at the end of the tunnel? Just around the corner. Then hopefully grad school. Idk, people are starting to make me realize how unnecessary grad school is in my profession. People graduate from college and then go to work, but what if in 30 years I'm ready to retire and then maybe I can teach school? Who knows. I just don't want to take out any loans. There's nothing worse to ruin a marriage than a shitload of debt. Marriage... Wedding... Possible...? After 3 1/2 years, I'm ready. He just isn't. I understand but I don't at the same time. I know he wants to wait until we're both graduated and he has a job in the city we're going to build our life in... but how long is that going to take? Seriously, he has many math classes before graduating an engineer. Maybe engagement can sate me. I'm just hot and bothered becuz of Bella and Edward. Damn books. I need reality for a while.