I don't know what to say right now, give me awhile.
Monday 12:
"There is something tremendously erotic about someone who holds everything in". Is there?
Hardly much to say, but whatever. Not that I'm feeling sorry for myself or anything like that - I'm simply just stating whats true, but my life is too (let me think) small to be able to hold anything in.
okay? okayy, then. (=
♥verena
holding everything in onlyy works for certain people.
but i'm not all that sure.
it's like i'm beginning to let most of myy guards down.
i dunno, i'm starting to trust people.
but then i still doubt them.
mmm...maybe your life onlyy seems "small" to youu at this certain moment.
but in the future, youu might look back and think that your life wasn't "small" at all.
youu just never know.
thanksyouu for the comment.
it made me feel happyy inside. (=
me likey your christmas tree thing.
♥verena
nice comparison.
and i'm not even being sarcastic. (=
bleh.
myy life has been prettyy much okayy.
besides the fact that i got into this huge argument with myy best friend.
because i didn't want to hear his excuses anymore.
now it seems like i have to be the one to appologize.
and let the whole thing start again.
i'm so sorryy.
using your comment box to vent and everything.
i no longer know what/who to believe.
it's all so confusing.
and i don't want to be gullible anymore.
but yes, i am looking forward to christmas.
not for the gifts.
but for that sense of joy youu get when there's no school.
which also means that there's no drama.
♥verena
sorryy about making youu read all of that useless crap.
i don't intend for myself to be sucked into the drama anymore.
maybe myy entries will once again include that "sense of enjoyment."
yessiree. i agree with youu.
that's whyy most of myy friends are guys.
freedom and desire?
i wish i knew what life is about to me.
maybe i'll find out soon enough.
hopefullyy. (=
♥verena