Don't think of me as just another guy.. or simply as some guy who is in love - I'm more than that. I feel I'm paying the price for wanting to find love! Since a young age... it was all about searching for who I was meant to be. Yes I was scared - I fearned not knowing what I would be in life.. but I was only 14 - 16 at that time. I've always known what I wanted to be and I've always known I've wanted to love this World as if my heart was built purely for loving it... I've always known I would fear not finding love... but is it true that I've always felt and thus effectively known that I will never have love! You can't understand how I roam this World.. how when I'm walking.. what is on my mind is far from anyone else's thinking!