I feel I've gone too far this time to turn around; "Oh how the consequences would be unkind if I did". So I shall choose to keep fighting to see good of such a gift, of such beauty, of such meaning to life - I reiterate - 'man thinks of you and all he will feel is how good life is'. 'We all have securities in one way or another. When you put your thumb on the insecurity and try to go outside your comfort zone, you can find great things' - Ashton Kutcher. Indeed, great things can be known and I smile to every last one that life grants me the pleasure of having; but I guess it's in my nature to question otherwise, when this thought is all I've ever believed and fought against. Doing against the natural is a hard challenge, but one very much worth doing when you know what's awaiting you if you win! In the long run, here's to hoping I win.