Sometimes I feel like I want to live life alone... that it would be better for me if I didn't have anyone close to me so that in the fear of ever losing them, I would never have to suffer through losing anyone close to me. I rethink that thought again and notice how messed up I am at times. Other times I feel I will have no choice. A guy walks through life with a smile carved on his face for eternity, but speaks like a man born short of a tonuge - that is my love for you!