I think I miss when it felt like I had the weight of the World on my shoulders - a burden to carry - it often made me think about where I was going in life. This summer, different priorities have changed that feeling and I feel like the responsibility is no longer there - to carry the weight of the World. It makes me look forward to when I start University again, as my priorities will change and I will start to be around people and my thoughts will be again on "what to do, what to do - how will I change the World". At the same time, I'm not sure if it's a better thing that I don't any longer feel that burden, as it makes me feel I can also do more without having to feel weighed down by it and be closed off and such. I tried in a moments thought today to ponder how the upcoming university year will feel for me and I couldn't help but feel it will be the same old, same old - not really going anywhere. I don't really know why I ended up feeling that. I doubt it though - that such is what I will feel during my university year; perhaps I'm too laid back right now!!