Who do you love? We never talk anymore and it's terribly sad. I will be online tomorrow from [10-12EST] which is like... 3-5 in your time... Hopefully you'll be on and I can talk to you!!
Wow, you didn't tell me you were thinkin so much you wanted to CRY...I'm so sorry...I hope what you told me about realizing that being alone (for a while at least) isn't so bad...Wish you well!