...what would you want my last words to be? Why do I make this so complicated!! These last few days - hah - weeks... I have really not been feeling good (in a physical sense). And I'm starting to feel I've finally broken myself! How much fucking fun! Why do I have to love like a normal human being! Why can't I just have the love that I hold for the World and nothing more! Honestly... it makes me angry... I don't want love I say to myself... I'm not meant to have love... If I said I was dying; would you really want to know?