For awhile now I've been having thoughts about what to do in life. I keep getting an urge to really just abandon myself from all habit - even my interests - and just start living for my intended will (so I keep believing, lol). I have a hope and intention to help the World and all the people who belong. I look about for how one can do such things and the mass of problems that I find which exists and I begin to understand how God feels. Nonetheless, this given thought only drives me more to help the World; "One person really can make a difference". Amidst my search I find how deep I really need to go to achieve my intentions and I find myself believing that what I hold.. my intention.. it bares no fruit of what other souls have already tried for their fruit has rotten and decayed in their efforts. My intention wil be carried out and will last even beyond my time. The world shall inherit 'Hope' for the memory of the one who needed it most.