Today... I've been feeling somewhat down; not exactly depressed of such - but in love! I was on the train home at after 7:30 in the evening and I was sitting there thinking to myself... If I don't ever make it with Ayse, then who will I ever make it with. It made me feel, that perhaps I will live life alone. I'm this guy that has more love to give to a woman than is humanly possibly (you get what I mean), yet I'm a fairly quite person so I can't ever try to make those feelings become clear as a process of conversation to then explaining my full feelings - if you understand. On the odd day I really do feel like Superman - just without the super powers; but love is a power in its own right when utilised for the good of mankind. Its another day tomorrow nonetheless.