What's to be scared of when love is in a name? When love travels to a continent to live life to it's fullest. And when two heart's listen to the force that compels an ocean to narrow into a mere, foot deep puddle with the sole destiny of its existence being that of which two young otherwordly adults, can release their inner child, to for a small and glorious moment, stamp into the puddle with all their heart's strength, happiness, and carefree surrender.
Of course, the puddle in this instance is an analogy, for what was and still is an ocean between the two beating heart's of this couple, but is now in fact, in hindsight and understanding, nothing more than a carefree choice of which to surrender the whims of their heart's to, whenever they do choose to play in - or over - puddles, as some do; and as we must. It's a well known fact how much we both enjoy the rain. Like the water we give freely to seeds so to nurture growth and beauty; nature's holy rain is too a presence that nurtures, and cleanses our hearts' for humble and spiritual enchantment.
To speak of true love, and a test that says you do. What greater test is there than that of distance between the beating of two longing heart's and bodies? To surrender to what's physically in front of you, sure; but to surrender the will of your heart, mind, body and soul, to a presence so afar, and that's yet still felt strongly within the core of your own emotional reasoning. To trust emphatically, and to dream, to hope and work hard, undiscouraged to the path of soon again being in the aspect of the one you love, so that your lasting imagination is once again that of a surviving reality of the love - the true love - that you hold for this person; and they for you.
If it weren't for you my darling, I wouldn't have taken as much notice of the world that I have been gifted to live in. But you took my heart accordingly. And now you have it placed firmly within the core of your own heart. I am yours; every part of me. I only understand forever. I'll maintain a perfect heartbeat alongside your own, so that forever will be the only thing we know.
'I love you' are the utmost choice of words spoken between two people in complete and irrevocable love with one another. The word love is to proclaim the surrender one has for another, be it in heart, mind, body, or soul, but commonly and more significantly, and rarely should it ever be otherwise, indeed all.
So my darling sweetheart.. to fill the moments of when I don't express to you so, so that there may never be a moment or more when you won't know I do; I love you.
"I, my heart, surrender myself to the will of you, of us, no matter what challenge, for there is no challenge greater than distance, than that of only the resistance of our love, for which that can not be possible. The universe has spoken and since made it clear, that it would not accept anything less from us, than for our heart's and our body's, to be intertwined eternally. Not only for the good and grace of our own live's, but for the hope of other's too".
i hope things are going well for you!
80 days, babe, 80 days!