I know a man of spirit and strong character; A man who holds the future in safe hands; A man who makes me so proud. That man is you, my son. A key ring my mom gave to me contained this saying. I came across it when recently looking through a box of things I had put together from my mom and my own things. It made me remember.. Despite what I have learnt and felt in months which have fallen by in time, I realise I am still the boy from years ago who knows that no matter what he wants to do in life, eventually his call will befall him. I will be the man who can’t share his life with others in the way a normal one should for a reason which only my soul seems fit to understand. Everyone has their fight, for some reason my one is this. I do wonder why I allow myself to fall back into it, but whether I have a choice or not, I’d rather my life be no other way. At the end of the day, it is what separates me from everyone else I know. Some friends judge me for it as they can’t understand why, but it is not their fault. Since a boy, I have had this life to live up to and again, only my soul knows why. Through a memory which will forever remain in my heart, my life will be lived as it was meant to be for others. 'Through you'.