So yet another week passing by since my mom and what's new? Well.. in a sense nothing physical! But mentaly? Well... a fair bit is new! :-) I shall say it's been perhaps the best week since my mom. Not yet letting go, but no longer hanging on - her memory glides rather than clings and I smile upon her love and beauty and having held her time a many. I find myself getting back into the rhythm and way of life I fought to live. I do wonder if that's the way my mom wants it which I'm very sure she does, but from a small moment every so often, I will question whether that should be what she wants.. as in letting go or not? She would rather I let go - at times I'd rather not - but I know I should and will. Well.. I am pretty happy regardless of the little things.. be happy and smile also.. tell others they're beautiful regardless of whether you know them or not.. offer them the hand they didn't ask for outloud, but you knew they wanted inside. Just smile and they shall smile inreturn.