When going about daily life no matter how intense or relaxed the moment, do you not ever wonder what may have been if for that moment, we took a route that circumstance prevented us from reaching. I often go about life as if I know how my life is pre-destined to turn out, usually because I get an otherworldly feeling within me which tells me what I feel is what will be. Truth is yes, I am a believer in God, in Jesus, and I should understand that nothing on earth can guarantee what I may desire, but that only God can, provided it agrees with ‘His’ will for my own life. So is what I feel deep within my soul to be guaranteed to me by him? Truth is for me, despite what I may feel deep within, I don’t know what life holds for me, therefore it’s not for be to believe whether I will find a beautiful woman, marry her and have a family with her in this life, which in essence is the greatest sacrifice I’ve believed my life is destined to make in way of the responsibilities my soul has felt itself to have. I shouldn't even take for granted that I will be here tomorrow; today is a gift and so is each day after today. What is everything you’ve ever wanted? What is everything I’ve ever wanted? I suppose answer this and in your beliefs you will understand what your life is worth, how great it is, and the responsibilities beholding you. I will believe that my destiny will only be known when having reached that particular desire in life; no matter what life holds for me, in my mind, life has taken the course to teach me that I do have a gift and I have a responsibility for that gift, but whatever happens otherwise is not for me to question. “Not everyone is meant to make a difference. But for me, the choice to lead an ordinary life is no longer an option”