The world is only as dark as what you allow your heart to see, so welcome to the World which lives in an eternal night. Tell me what person will make a difference in such surroundings, where their heart doesn’t blend into the dark like all other mortal beings; I don't think such a person exists, not to him; his own darkness doesn’t let him see the difference that he makes in the World.
What symbol of justice for the hearts of other’s doesn’t see the difference they make because their efforts are blinded by the injustice in their own heart? Is it anger that blinds them, or a fear? Do they see themselves to be the blame for everything around them and are therefore driven by the need for forgiveness that they will never find when in truth, they were never needed to be forgiven in the first place. Such is the darkness that can blind you, you’ll keep searching for something that you’ll never be likely to find because it wasn’t there in the first place – darkness prevails on the undeserving heart of justice.
Live in darkness long enough and it becomes your environment – a hero in darkness or the villain – the villain lives in darkness because they know their fear is better placed there; a hero lives in darkness because they know that their justice will not keep them from searching for the light – when you find the light, your journey has come to an end – a hero knows no other way than to keep fighting from the darkness in their heart.
Who or what can save that person?
But this one, I had to read it once...and then twice realllly slowly and think about each sentence because you do sometimes write so different that I can't really comprehend unless I dissect it, lol.
But I feel that I should talk to you about this on AIM or something later today as to get a better understanding...