I look back on how I've been these last few weeks and realise just how much of a knock my confidence has taken! It's not fun trying to pick yourself up from that.. it's like not being able to walk and feeling that you may never walk again - hell.. you'll keep trying, but try all you wish, you may just not get that ability back! But I'm not one for giving up - if I could say I had an OCD in the persistence of not giving up, then I would!! lol.. (Big Sigh) ..oh well, back to reality! I read this today; made me chuckle! lol Joe is walking down a darkened alley, when suddenly a man jumps out, brandishing a pistol. "Don't shoot," Joe pleads, "I'll give you all my money." "I don't want your money," says the man with the gun. "My whole life I've been trying to get someone to sit down and talk with me. Now I'm going to make you listen for one hour."