man, i never noticed, never realized... how slow that boyy reallyy is. or maybe just confusing. i saw him twice todayy. a heartless wave from me, he reminds me of a monkeyy now. it is strange, yes, i know. monkeyy boyy. hmm. also a small smile, no teeth shown. i've never smiled like that before. meant to elude, i presume. he hugged me the second time we saw each other. oh, it's pitiful how he does not get the point. it was either me or his current girlfriend. &he chose me not, so no more hugs from him. spring break meant easyy distance. but now, i shall create myy own.