i'm prettyy sure that manyy people have alreadyy welcomed the year of 2006. but here in california, it's still hogmanay. [hogmanay = the name for new year's eve in scotland.] shh. i'm 0.0001% scottish. lol. i wish. (= okayy, well this year wasn't all that lovelyy. but onlyy in the sense that i found one of the manyy missing pieces in myy life. i met new people and friends became best friends. so manyy new experiences, i care not to sayy them all. and people stepped out of the door to myy life, too. it's kind of disheartening that i regret the things i didn't do. but hopefullyy 2006 will treat me nicelyy. oh, how i'm hoping for the 365 days to come be much better than the last. but then again, i sayy that everyy year. i haven't even written myy resolutions yet. it's not that i even intend to keep all of them anywayy. but i like the feeling of having a goal. a plan. maybe even a better future? so happyy new year's, everyone. let's go celebrate the passing of the hardest year i've ever endured. and i'm so sure that there are even worst years ahead of me. let them come, i'm readyy for anything.